Jesus had a dark side..

The christos was the highest form of the magi. There are levels of consciousness this much i’m sure of. I only understand what I understand.

A christed being can choose to help the universe or not.. Jesus was basically on a political mission to help earth. The dogma of the nonsense about his life has completely discreded his existence, for a reason.

There is so much nonsense that even talking about this stuff hurts my brain..

Christians ultimately don’t know anything.. but god is real, heaven is real.. angels are real.. divine energy is real..

Jesus’s 8 years of his life were him learning about his dark side. In my personal quests of magic.. to become christed you have to master your dark side.

They made you think jesus did not wrong and had no sex.. they made him seem unobainable.

Shame is a tool used by forces to control..

Everything I have learned is by law of attraction because I believe in the answers. By believing you will attract.. but people have no faith no belief. I was raised with inexplicable belief and no confines to my psychological development.. I had a special upbringing which made my mind special.

Jesus cared about women’s empowerment and many women loved him.. and he possibly had many children with them.. many Merovingian bloodlines..

There are many beings who do not wish for this human race to attain higher levels of consciousness.. but jesus came to try to wake them up and open the gateways.

Jesus at one time even raised a clay army .. he was said to have gone red eyed.

Magic is weird.

You do not worship anything. Jesus wanted not that.. only to teach. Jesus was like god’s politician telling the people about him.

Ultimately.. shame is used to control people and christians bear much shame.. and then they shame others. There is also a complex where people feed on shame. Both of these ideas are pretty crazy to me because shame doesn’t serve anything. You mess up and then you get better, and then you move on.. but they don’t want you to know that before jesus became christed.. he had to mess up really, really bad.

We were created to attain god consciousness.. what we are is unbelievable.. what earth is is inconceivable.. a galactic experiment.. to change all reality.

You save yourself.. but jesus opened the gateway. This planet the doorways have been closed because we corrupted ourselves and the doorways were blocked.

Reopen the gateways with your heart.. the answers are within you. The keys are within you because you have a god spark within your soul.. and your soul is a precious tool that many beings seek and want to take.. and even take away your ability to reincarnate.