Backpacking through the wilderness, without a paddle. Properly equipped with everything i've needed to survive. Everyone who may or may not see you (for the most part, but not entirely) sees you as entirely crazy. Why though? What about our ancestors who have gone through so much and so much intense duress? What is our … Continue reading The most fulfilling experiences i’ve had have been extremely dangerous

Yes, it does. Without danger, infact, I do not have fun. For the past several years, increasingly, i've heard people say be safe. It's nice, to an extent.Okay. Without danger, there is no fun, there is no happy. If I am going down a boring river rapid which has no threats and no excitement, I … Continue reading “Be Safe.” . . . but, doesn’t happiness include danger?

There I was, just a kid really. Going to shows. Oftentimes, at the folsom lake boardwalk. To see the latest deathcore, metalcore, or hardcore bands.The scene was intense. There was a fusion unity of everyone. People dressed like a union of every genre. Honor was felt at every show, near the mosh pit.Anyway, without going … Continue reading The tribal unity of the ‘Core’ Scene in Nor-Cal 2005

The sun and sungazing are definitely gifts when we have the proper nutrients in the body. Sungazing in particular can rapidly utilize nutrients and 'burn' them away in usage, which can result in some temporal 'high' feelings as things get rapidly metabolized..Oils.. very important things, the finer and better smelling, the better. This is why … Continue reading Sungazing and hyper metabolism of the body

The answer was "Glory." For what is less glorious than the ultimate triumph of good over evil? It's all rigged for evil, and it all rests within you. Daunting as it may be, this is the way things are. The technology, the laws, the bureaucrats, they've been staging this for a long time. It's all … Continue reading When I asked the creator, ‘Why did I come here?’

"Prayer is always guerrilla action in the world of time on behalf of the eternal." Ted LoderWe are fighting an uphill battle against the forces of hell on earth which have already made their presence clear.For wee wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darknes of this world, against spiritual wickednes in high places.Regardless of my … Continue reading Guerilla prayer

If I am watering my plants, I am not in control of them. To try to control them would stifle them, and I can only nurture them and allow them to prosper.If I try to control excessively, I will kill my plants. Control is really an illusion, the only thing we can truly control is … Continue reading When we ‘allow’, life blossoms

When you exchange love with other forms of life, a miraculous thing happens.. the energy expands and booms and more energy is created. Such can not be said for interactions with people who lack love.People who lack love need food but can't return it, they deplete the resources around them but they do not give … Continue reading Love is an infinite source which multiplies upon interaction

The greatest feeling in existence is love which can surmount and overcome all odds. In dark corners and recesses of the human psyche often belie common hysteria or little binding insecurities which our society permits because our way of life allows us to lie to eachother as though that is okay, it's not.When someone asks … Continue reading Know thyself; Love thyself

Contradictions are real. I have always said that a good paster knew how to interpret the scripture or know which verses were put in there intentionally to distort and which ones were legitimate.Furthermore, many books have been left out of the bible. When I read the gospel of thomas I felt like I was reading … Continue reading The intense manipulation of the bible